GRANDMOTHER MOON DREAMS

I can really feel, see how Grandmother moon is working with my dreams now...last night I dreamt....

about the ocean again, Jody, Anna and I were sitting on the beach, Anna and I keep walking in to the wave which were pretty strong some would take us under others not so much, then they really started to get intense, on one occasion I was standing at the breakaway bank and the wave floated the water up over my head before it receded again. them I climbed up the wall of sand and decided that it was to dangerous to go out there anymore. I commented on how tall the sand bank was and that is how you can tell how big the waves will be. a couple more waves came, and they were huge, bringing the water up to our waists or higher just a we sat at the supposed bank. I commented that the moon was at "half staff" and that was why the tides were so high today. just then a BIG wave came and me and Anna moved up on the beach as not to get sucked in tot he ocean. Asked Jody what beach this was She replied "Walter Cr..." I can't remember the last part of the name. because a massive wave came bouncing off the building that was behind us creating a back wave that flooded over our heads despite the face that we were really high up on the beach. Jody was still to close to the edge and I yelled, "don't get sucked into the ocean, then I saw Anna get her faced smacked with a wave, right in her ear and I plugged my ear as I noticed the sea foam was now all around us. and more big waves were coming. As the next one came in before the last could even recede, i could see Jody sitting there leaning on her arms taking in the ocean, all her was buried in the waters, her hair was blowing back with the force of the waves bu she kept her head up as if she could breathe under the water, and I realized I was kinda breathing under the water too. Then she disappeared and reemerged with laughing and struggling to climb towards us. Anna and I reached for her grabbing her arms as more and more waves crashed down on us. I could see them getting bigger and bigger my head was under the water almost completely and I woke up laughing, and feeling the ocean in my ears for a good long while after I was awake.

My other two dreams were shorter well at least I only remember small parts.

One I was... with my grandmother at her house she takes me up to a room that is all wood, lifts a roll up blind that was covering a wall and says, "take a picture or commit it to memory or something while your here. " I say what is this? she replies, don't you remember on this wall the adjacent wall she shows me is all written in chalk she says it the super Christan religious history of her southern family. then goes to the opposite wall and says that the chalk writing there was from some other family history and that the wall she reveled to me was what I wrote as a little girl about the new religious history that was going to be our families. it was hard to read, in several different colors but one part that did stick out was the huge pentacle that was starting to whip away from time. , I was amazed...Barak was there,and she started showing us some pictures of me as a child and my father when he was young too, she showed me one of his with another woman who she told me died at a young age. She was blond. My grandma go t her camera out and started taking pictures of the first wall she showed me that also had some pictures on it of old relatives and we laughed about how rich she was.

The third one was about....me being pregnant. i think it was part of the beach dream and I was laying down looking at my belly in a mirror that was above of me. noticing how big it has gotten, and wondering if it was because a baby was in there. I was pushing on it and feeling for life. i woke up not knowing if I was or not.